not a typo. just now i was tweeting things that were on my mind. wasn’t expecting to do a whole monologue. i felt it would be appropriate to make a blog post for it, so….here.

first: holy shit, 12 days passed since my last post already? jesus christ, where is the time going? maybe it has to do with my fucked up sleep schedule, i don’t know. i need to fix that somehow if i even want hope of getting a job.

and now, the twitmonologue.

i’m listening to a spin doctors album “turn it upside down”. for some reason, it makes me remember things from over 10 years ago. grade school. i hated those years. especially during school. in fact, i’ve mainly blocked out anything to do with school (other than shit i’ve actually learned). i remember more of the things at home, than anything else. even then, it was kinda “meh”. not saying i hated it there, too (though at the time, i probably did), it wasn’t terribly eventful.

what i do remember is playing myst, since it was one of the only good games that ran on my computer. there were also some good DOS games and Windows games. though, i couldn’t use the floppy drive. it was broken. the computer before it got infected by a virus.

another thing i remember from that time period was a dream i had in 1999. this touches somewhat on my spiritual side, which i’m not going to get into with this post. it centered around a “pink eevee”. i was in class at school doing a word search puzzle, where that was one of the words. then, we went on a field trip to go see this “pink eevee”. turned out it was a pink fox. or that’s how i remember it now, anyway. either way, it wasn’t an eevee, and it was pink and foxlike. there was also a flying creature that was a half-evolution of biyomon and birdramon – like, it was halfway through the evolution. and there was fire. that’s about all the relevant part of the dream.

now, i don’t know why this band in particular brings back memories. perhaps it was one of the few things i listened to back then – not having many CDs at my disposal or anything. other than that, i listened to Radio 104 (modern rock) or Kiss 95.7 (pop). though, i strayed from rock for a while, and i regret having done so. though, i’ll admit, Kiss 95.7 played some catchy tunes, and i probably would never had known about some of the good techno bands that i do today.

anyway, that should be all. i pretty much repeated everything i said on twitter, elaborated on it some. i need to catch myself next time.